@officially_notokay: the simplest things like going to the car wash, something that made us so excited to do together.. now I do alone with a pit in my stomach and a hole in my heart. I miss you so much it actually fkn hurts. My body hurts, my mind hurts, my heart hurts. I hate this life without you. ##imissyou

nicole | my grief diary
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chasethefoxes
Brittany May :
5 years in November. 😭 It’s so hard to find anyone to talk to about it.
2026-10-17 12:17:18
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kate_journey09
kate_journey09 :
10 months in 😔. The pain in your chest and the knot in your stomach, wouldn’t wish this pain on anyone 💔
2026-10-16 02:26:52
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hannahhopeexxo
hannahhopeexxo :
Unfortunately I’m 9 years in … 🥺💔 lost mine when I was 22 & I just think it’s a grief & heartache I’ll live with forever .. I feel forever soul tied . It really does change something inside of you forever 💔😔
2026-10-17 04:27:40
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mandakay0021
mandakay0021 :
The constant knot in my chest hasn’t gone away in 6 months
2026-10-16 01:59:20
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j._lowkz
. :
4 months in shi still hell
2026-10-16 03:33:48
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jennifer_owenn_brush
✏️ 🎨 :
This made me teary, I’m sorry for your loss and would like to paint your favorite moments together
2026-10-17 04:36:59
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arsenicdna
Arsenic DNA :
Waking up with sadness and anger is taking a toll on me 🥺
2026-10-16 04:22:28
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syzrixii
zree :
5months and it’s his birthmonth rn :( idk if i should celebrate still or what? everything feels so empty 😭
2026-10-16 02:59:15
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briannnexx
Bri Ann🖤 :
mine woulda been 40 october 29th. I'm only 33. where tf do I even go from here.
2026-10-16 15:09:23
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tinkkaaaa._
tink :
2 months in i cry almost everyday for him .. my sweet boy 😞😞😞😞😞💔
2026-10-16 17:37:24
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machwayne
@machwayne :
he was my 1st lover the father of my children we meet in our teen years he was all that i've ever known its been 5months now since he died a part of me died with him cz i was 7months pregnant wen he died i dont think i will be the same anymore🥺🥺💔😣
2026-10-17 07:59:22
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bakedlezbean
bakedlezbean :
1 year and 4 months in and this depression is heavier than anything I’ve ever carried. Changed my whole life.
2026-10-16 17:48:20
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angel20th7
Ask my parents :
He died at 26, I died at 21. Too many time keeps going but for me I'm stuck in a mental loop, waking up feels like attending his funeral all over again
2026-10-16 10:23:54
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the_inevitable_chelsea
The inevitable Chelsea :
7 weeks into losing my boyfriend. Every little thing is a reminder. I’m here if you need to vent. I get it
2026-10-16 03:06:29
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sequoiatall
SequoiaTall :
You’ll never be the same person again.. but there’s also beauty in that. XX
2026-10-16 21:44:54
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user987096845
Kerri :
She died at 22 , I was 23 a life just gone in a second.
2026-10-16 21:49:02
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katelync03
Just Another Katelyn :
I get it.. nothing is the same 😢
2026-10-16 04:12:05
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odd_duck396
Odd_Duck :
My heart breaks for you all the time. Just know a stranger out here is pulling for you and (if you’re not religious I hope it doesn’t offend you) praying over you too.
2026-10-16 16:54:29
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foley.01
Em :
I lost him Saturday night. Planned his funeral Wednesday with his dad and brothers.
2026-10-16 22:23:04
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secret2026now
secret :
7 years since I lost my best friend. Lost her in high school, she was the closest person I had. We did everything together and she made me feel so alive. We promised each other to marry one another if we weren’t by the age of 30. I’m almost 23 now. Miss her more than ever
2026-10-17 00:27:25
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regy_2
Reginaaa Penaaa :
4 months, and this shit suckssssss❤️‍🩹
2026-10-16 02:37:21
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kaitlynnnhalll
Kaitlyn 💛 :
I was 14. Im 23 now, only female in my family to grow up with out a mom. My grandmother is going to be with her mom for thanksgiving ( she’s not my bio one so idk her mom) I’ll be home alone. I will have kids without my mom, I’ll get married without her, I’ve had my first heartbreak with out her. No one understands
2026-10-16 04:41:12
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thelostsoulofsep
thelostsoulofsep :
Real
2026-10-16 01:51:07
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forgotten1617
forgotten1617 :
5 months, miss my man so much
2026-10-16 11:51:31
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the.love.we.carry
THE LOVE WE CARRY | Grief&Loss :
it's been two months since I lost my fiancé. Everything I have to do on my own now hurts 💔
2026-10-16 04:30:21
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