@roaminangel: I have been thru too much in life to let my heart get spun honestly Even if one of you is the real guy with all the spoofs there is no real chance for me to know if Y'all real or not I know behind the pictures there is a real person with real feelings spinning feelings into other people using a picture of another which is stealing an identity and its probably happening to me out there OH WELL I lived as me for 47 years of Rollercoaster Maybe my identity will work better for you and tho I'm being cocky cuz that's just me I wish you good luck ciz I am so broken tonight blocking and deleting cuz I actually started to catch feelings and I gotta admit I enjoyed the way it felt It brought me back to NikkiLove instead of hating myself I love myself again and I'm giving it to God while getting my health in order before I break free