@yeiryd2: Why do I still wish the best for the people who ruined me?😅😅 #akoangbagyobyshean #MentalHealth

vayne :

reading this while listening to the song hits so hard kasi I can genuinely relate to it based on my own experience. I broke up with him because I wanted to focus on my academics and prioritize my future. I knew naman na he was a green flag, someone mature enough to understand my decision, kaya pumayag siya. I genuinely thought he understood why I needed to put my studies first. I thought we ended things with the same understanding, na kahit hindi muna kami, the feelings and promises we shared were still genuine pero two weeks after our breakup, nalaman ko na lang na nag-uusap na ulit sila ng former MU niya, who happens to be his classmate. And honestly, ang sakit. Not because I thought I had the right to control him even after we broke up, but because I never expected that kind of disappointment from someone I trusted so much. ang ironic lang kasi I knew him as someone na hindi kayang gumawa ng gano'n. He was such a good person in my eyes, to the point na even the K-drama actors I liked, pinapanood niya rin because he said he was willing to become a better person for me. Those little things made me believe na iba siya. I saw his efforts, appreciated his intentions, and trusted the person he showed me. Kaya hindi ko maiwasang ma-disappoint sa nangyari. Kasi paano mo naman hindi mararamdamang nasaktan ka when someone who once made you feel so secure suddenly becomes the reason why you question everything you believed about them? I'm not bitter. I'm genuinely hurt and disappointed sa ginawa niya. I know I was the one who ended the relationship, and I understand na he has every right to move on. Hindi ko naman siya pinagbabawalang maging masaya or humanap ng iba. Pero sana maintindihan din niya na just because I was the one who walked away doesn't mean I stopped loving him, and just because I chose to let him go doesn't mean I was ready to see him choose someone else. I chose my academics, not because I stopped caring about him, but because I wanted to build a future for myself. I thought choosing myself and my studies was the right thing to do. I thought he would understand because he told me he did. And the hardest part? He even promised na aantayin niya ako. I he

gendv_14 :

This is so fcking related, to everyone who ruins our peace, I hope they got what they deserve to

dine :

“just forget about it and forgive him.” but how? how am I supposed to forget something that fucking broke me in ways I can’t even explain? he didn’t just hurt me, he changed me. he ruined my perception of love, trust, and everything I once believed a relationship was supposed to be. I’ve never been the same since that day. people make it sound so easy to forgive, as if I can just wake up one day and pretend that none of it ever happened. but they weren’t the ones who had to live with the pain, the doubts, and the emotional scars he left behind. they didn’t have to pick up the pieces of themselves after someone they genuinely loved made them question their own worth.

indy :

too risky to repost

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permission to use this to make a au poo? I'll give credits po

𝔪𝔞𝔦𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔞ᨳଓ . :

habang binabasa ko'to naalala ko lahat ng nangyari sakin. May bf ako for 2 years— I risked everything for him, I gave everything for him, kinalimutan ko mga kaibigan ko, kinalimutan ko rin ang sarili ko. Ending last July 2024 nakipag break siya kase gusto nya raw mag grow apart muna kami naintindihan ko siya don kase nga naging distant siya. after two days nalaman ko may other girl nga he cheated, kase nag ka chemistry daw sila nung girl, tropa nya mismo ung nag Sabi saakin kase sinabi nung ex ko sakaniya— nag reach out ako dun sa girl since 2weeks palang sila that time, tinanong ko siya kailan sila nag Start " 24 nung nag fm siya" break up namin 24. Tas sinabi ko pa nakita nag sesettle siya sa ganun kung alam nyang other girl siya sagot nya " bakit ko siya titigilan kung wala namang Mali?" hindi ko na sinagot yon. wala silang alam sa mga nangyari saakin, habang masaya silang nagsasama nahihirapan ako, anxiety attack kumbaga nakuha kong mahimatay sa mga nangyayari, hindi ko naintindihan sarili ko. as of know I dedicate this to them I choose my peace— and I don't wanna be broken before. I will build my walls so high that no one can ever come and broke it again. Sana'y bumalik rin sainyo ang sakit na ang dinanas.

Ramzzkieシ︎ :

para sa ex bf ko at sa bago nya. Mapapasabi nalng ako Talaga ng "Bakit Nung tayu halos magmakaawa ako Gawin mo lang yung gusto ko, pero bakit sa Bago mo halos ibigay mo ng walang kapalit" 🥺

Hana_banana🍌 :

Noong nalaman ko yun, hindi ko alam kung saang parte mo ako minahal.

soul :

bumabalik nanaman lahat nakaka trigger yung ganto🥺

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can I copy po? mydy kulang sana

🍓 :

I still remember yung mga days na kahit anong pagod ko, nagigising ako nang madaling araw, umiiyak ako sa kanya kase super sakit (he cheated and nag stay pa rin ako that time) asking why bakit need maging ganon kasakit, nagma mahal lang naman ako. It’s been a year since that happened and almost 10 months since we parted ways, he is now having a child with the girl he cheated on with. Me, I am still healing, masakit pa rin.

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Sakittttttt

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