I was an addict for 38 years I had anxiety depression complex post traumatic stress disorder attention deficit disorder from childhood trauma I got sexually abused 4 times as a child I started running away from home I stole off my parents I moved out when I was 18 I slept on friends sofas as I never had a house of my own I was in and out of prisonbecause I broke into houses to get money for my drugs I started going to raves and selling drugs to feed my habit I lost 2 uncles and my dad to suicide when I was in my early 20s I met my future wife after we had our first son her mum passed away from addiction her dad passed away a month later I was married for 20 years we had 2 sons a daughter one morning I woke up found her next to me shed passed away in the bed I called an ambulane done chest compressions until the ambulance arrived but couldnt save her it broke my heart I had 7 mental break downs my family where worried about me and I went to the royal Edinburgh hospital thought Id get sectioned but they let me out I got drunk one night put my fists through my windows and nearly followed in my dads footsteps but I promised my wife Id look after our kids and I will keep that promise as long as Im still breathing I started going to my local church Granton baptist church they introduced me to a bunch of guys from freedom fighters I went to a camp with them in Auchenfoyle Scotland after going through a book named Keys to freedom I poured my heart out in that book I got baptised in a river in Auchenfoyle on yhe sunday I repented forgave my abusers and gave my heart to Jesus that day and Ive been drug free for 31 months Im a sinner saved by Grace a new creation in Christ Jesus
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Nei :
God did it for me
2026-10-16 20:34:57
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Danica Sasha Mupanduki :
powerful 🙏🙏🙏u wrote this for me
2026-10-17 12:20:02
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Elshaday Eka :
Write God in Capital letter🥰🥰
2026-10-17 10:53:22
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Debby🦋🥰 :
Thanks 🙏 you God🔥🙏
2026-10-17 13:57:01
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Bad gyal nicia🇲🇸🇲🇸🇲🇸 :
Amen
2026-10-17 16:57:29
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Bee :
Hallelujah
2026-10-17 09:08:29
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Hope ferre@20 :
Powerful message 🙏❤️🔥
2026-10-17 16:06:47
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wandisilenquku :
🙏camangu ewe kunjalo amen yes 😳
2026-10-17 13:07:09
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shashanymatthews :
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2026-10-17 16:27:33
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blue eyes :
amen
2026-10-17 15:10:07
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2026-10-17 13:35:42
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kate :
Amen Amen Amen Amen Amen Amen
2026-10-17 11:22:37
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Aikho man🤘 :
Amen 🕯️💔😭🙌🙏
2026-10-17 09:49:57
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2026-10-17 12:06:14
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Farhana Khan :
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Amen Amen Amen
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2026-10-17 10:53:48
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winnie mcdonagh :
amen 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️
2026-10-17 15:43:25
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Do it big🤑🤑🤑🤑🤐🤐 :
Amen
2026-10-17 11:56:48
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2026-10-17 08:05:45
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2026-10-17 08:31:35
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amen
2026-10-17 08:46:39
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Trina :
Amen
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