@beforeyouandafter: I was never ready for you to leave, and if I'm being honest, I don't think my heart ever will be. I thought there would be more time, more conversations, more ordinary days that I would one day look back on and realize were extraordinary simply because you were there. I never imagined I would have to learn how to live with your absence, how to wake up each morning knowing I cannot reach you, or how to carry so much love for someone I can no longer hold. Some days, I still wish this were a dream, that somehow I could open my eyes and find everything the way it was. I would give anything for one more moment, one more conversation, one more chance to tell you how much you mean to me. There are so many things I never got to say, so many feelings I never knew would become words I would have to carry inside a grieving heart. The world keeps moving, the seasons keep changing, and people keep telling me that time will help. But time cannot give me back the person I still look for in the quietest corners of my heart. I am learning to keep going, but that doesn't mean I've stopped wishing you were still here. I can accept that life will never be quite the same and still struggle with the reality of losing you. Because missing you isn't just something I feel when the days are difficult. It's in the little moments, the unexpected memories, and the quiet realization that I have so much love with nowhere new to send it. I was never ready for our story to change this way. And until we meet again, I will keep you in my heart, hold our memories close, and love you through the distance that goodbye placed between us. I miss you more than these words could ever say, and I think a part of me always will. 🤍

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