@showme811: WAY ITS BETTER THAN NOTHING AND AT LEAST IM IN YOUR LIFE . I WOULD LOVE TO GO TO THE BAR AND HAVE DRINKS WITH YOU OR WHEN YOUR OUT PARTING I CAN PARTY WITH YOU TO BE LIVING OUR BEST LIVES . I DONT KNOW IF YOUR STILL DOING THIS BUT YOUR GOING OUT EVERY NIGHT JUST SO YOU CAN STAY AWAY FROM HOME BECAUSE HIS DUNB ASS LOL IS THERE AND I DONT BLAME YOU FOR THAT ONE BIT . I KNOW YOU WAS NEVER AN OPTION FOR ME BECAUSE YOUR OUT OF MY LEAGUE LOL I WOULDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH A BAD ASS BITCH LIKE YOU LOL I KNOW YOU HAVE OUTSIDE INFLUENCES CLOUDING YOUR JUDGEMENT BUT FUCK THOSE OUTSIDE JUDGEMENTS YOU CAN BE FRIENDS WITH WHO THE FUCK YOU WANT TO AND IF THEY DONT FUCK WITH YOU BECAUSE YOUR FUCKING WITH ME THEN YOU'LL KNOW WHO REALLY ROCKS WITH YOU AND WHO DONT . I KNOW YOUR SCARED OF COMMITTEMENT BUT DO YOU REALIZE HAVING A CHILD WITH SOMEONE IS A BIGGER COMMITTEMENT THAN A RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE THEY NEED NURTURING AND CARE AND LOVE ESPECIALLY FROM YOU BECAUSE YOUR THERE NUMBER ONE PIROTY I WOULD NEVER WANT TO COME BEFORE ANYONE CHILD . YOU HAVE TO ASK YOURSELF IF YOU KEEP MAKING THE CHOICES AND GO DOWN THIS ROAD YOU KNOW WHAT THE OUTCOME IS GOING TO BE BECAUSE ITS NOT IMPROVING BUT IF YOU CHANGE AND GO DOWN A DIFFERENT PATH YOU KNOW THE OUTCOME IS GOING TO BE EVERYTHING THAT YOU'VE ASKED FOR IN YOUR DREAMS AND SOME BUT YOU HAVE TO WANT TO CHANGE AND ONLY YOU CAN DO THAT YOUR NOT STUCK YOUR NOT THE VICTIM YOU NEED TO STAND UP FOR YOURSELF AND NOT LET PEOPLE WALK OVER YOU AND STOP LETTING YOUR EGO AND PRIDE GETTING IN THE WAY OF YOUR LIFE BECAUSE YOU DESERVE TO BE LOVED CORRECT AND NOT BE LIVING IN FEAR WHERE YOU CANT EVEN GO TO YOUR OWN HOME AT NIGHT . DO I NEED TO COME KICK HIS ASS LOL BECAUSE I WILL IF YOU WANT I KNOW WHAT APT LETTER LOL LETS SAY THE LETTER IS IN THE WORD DUMB ASS LOL ANYWAYS LOVE YOU TALK LATER XOXO