@eeeeiui: I miss the person I used to be before I started carrying things I never talked about. I miss how easily I used to smile, how little I needed to feel okay, and how naturally happiness used to find me. Now, even the things I once loved sometimes feel distant, as if I'm watching my own life from somewhere outside of it. I became good at hiding what I feel. I learned how to say "I'm fine" when I wasn't, how to stay quiet when I had too much to say, and how to walk away without explaining what was actually hurting me. Nobody really sees how much I keep inside because I never learned how to let it out. Sometimes I don't even know what I'm missing. Maybe it's an old version of me. Maybe it's the peace I had before I started overthinking everything. Maybe I just miss waking up and feeling like myself without having to search for that feeling. I still feel everything. I just stopped showing it. And maybe the saddest part is that I don't want to become someone else. I just want to find my way back to the person I was before I slowly disappeared from myself.#viral #fyp