@thealchemistali: #messageforyou What you’re not seeing about yourself

bluebelle079 :

well when you spend most of your time in thr dark your eyes ajust

user737363637884 :

Thank u queen

BIG DAWG :

I got a plan to override my current situation it just take time and dedication

ndaankku :

like tb completely honest I consistently hide my intellect thru life to make ppl feel ok and just to have ppl around me bc like body needs body yk i tried being alone for long time but it’s not healthy and that’s ok im not dramatising it just came to mind as you spoke and im not overthinking anything @ this point bc it’s dead boring

johanvanwyk718 :

yeah sometimes get scared when i shine my own light on me ....i don't know why😫

tyronehale313 :

All in a days work

nadiahamza88 :

Me for sure 🥹🥹

rain978🦋 :

AMEN 🙏🙏

Debbie Velasquez :

💐💐💐thank you for bringing this up, it resonates.

♜ :

i'll try to think differently

lilbowweep3 :

why thank you

The One :

why don't y'all just fricking tell us what we don't see damit??? Keeping secrets aren't doing us any good 😑

Our Lost Boys :

thank you for sharing

Cat_nova1996 :

Thank you

LMS 🪙 📿 maadjoa 🧸 f baby 🦅 :

ndaankku :

and it all started w parents (ofc)

ndaankku :

damn this somehow reminded me of my forgotten wound of how I’d be analysing ppl and situations from zoom in zoom pit view which would produce this neutral vibe and - in practical life conclusion would be - ppl just don’t get it eg if you processed all shi and you ce out with concise and clear no/yes - they be not believing you bc they need to see emotions to believe - bc they have only 2 brain buttons like vision is fussy like chubby hands of a baby yk - they need extremes to recognise anything - so they try to activate emotions out of you - it’s im telling you trauma and riddle since childhood for me - ppl just play yo-yo often and that’s their brain they unaware of - so then I’d consciously agree to experiment with being more raw and that doesn’t work either bc then ppl assume neediness or instability etc - all the while - it is an experiment genuinely - of simply effective communication - and when i do ofc pl can’t assume such level of zoom out - and then i try to be like just live don’t think etc - basically it’s a case similar to when you give a concise order in a cafe and person reasks you all same exact questions second after on autopilot -

ndaankku :

i consistently vocalise 85%-95% less of my understanding bc ppl be creeping out

Gman :

Thank You God Bless You 🙌 🙏

Jason Potts :

🙏🙏🙏