@latenight.show: #relate #shame #alone #secretaccount

Flyingmonkey12 :

I'm running on less than 8 hours of sleep in a week, im hallucinating, I had my first 2 panic attacks, my words are just words to her theres no way she can beleive me that I'm different person now, that I rather change everything about me to get a chance again, but my words only make her more distant, I feel so lost, we could not stress enough communication is key but we always went back and now I wish i could turn back time and I have to accept shes gone, but my heart still reaches out for her because we promised we'd be together throughout everything