Gian :
I really like this girl like maraming beses nako bumabalik sa kaniya. But we dont have that kind of label everytime na magkakaussp ulit kami and like whenever it happened, natotorpe ako, na para bang I don't know how to level up our relationship or improve the situation. For some reason, I already know na it will never happen talaga but the thought of us working out keeps me clinging to her on whatever signs na napapansin ko. That's the reality of being an easy person. Alam mong hindi para sayo but nagassume ka na agad na may chance although wala naman talaga. But, yeah... that's the pain of being in love, especially if mahal mo talaga. I think from her perspective, maliit lang yun but sakin is malaki talaga. I might be under her spell that she unconsciously cast on me kasi bakit tayo magtitiis diba? but that thought never cross my mind. I like her because it's her. Her mindset, philosophies, the way she talks, her random stories, her humor, and the way she treats the people around her with such care even though the world has been unfair to her. And my final ache is that even though I can treat her better than the other, it will never happen. You'll realize na you should have been in that position, the place and the person whom she will love. But yeah, you must never force the other person to love you if she's not into you.
2026-10-19 13:00:23