@asouthsideprincess_: idec how nobody feels anymore they dont know how my life is & how my mornings went on the days i missed things …you wasnt pose to die on none of us you helped me with my mental health & was my motivation to keep going when i wanted to call it quits in everything you was a big brother to my siblings you was a sweet person we was getting to the stage i talked you into going to church & praying together you was an amazing person now you my guardian angel everyday & night i think of you & how much i love & loved you i miss you everyday looking at our memories opening tiktok seeing we no longer have a streak looking at your instagram account knowing you not gonna post anything nomore silly notes no more nothing since you died i been to myself away from everyone & everything joking otp just to hear yo voice & seeing you smile was all i needed & wanted reading our old messages i dropped a tear & smiles never will forget our conversation our heart to heart our hugs my mind been fighting demons since you left earth paul , you was a sweetheart …us praying every morning everynight i smells you everyday i see you when i gts we planned coloring dates , making pjs , going out to eat walks together that we never completed due to you leaving so soon you was someone who became such an important part of my life. we shared memories, laughs, our conversations, and moments that I’ll carry with me forever. there were things about him that only the people closest to him truly knew fr and I’m grateful that I got to know the person he was beyond everything else. I wish I could have one more conversation with you paul , hear your voice one more time, or just have one more normal day together. It hurts knowing that I can’t do those things anymore. but even though you is gone, the love I have didn’t disappear. you was my 5 my bestie my hearttt idek what to do anything when i felt like the world was against me i had you this just dont feel real ik everyone misses youu cause i do i love you paul fly high continue to watch over evb 🥹#fypシ゚viral #real #boyfriend #griefjourney #gunviolence

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