@eeeeiui: Sometimes I wish I could go back to the person I was before you came into my life, before I learned your voice, your habits, your way of making me feel like I mattered. I wish I could erase the memories without having to erase the good parts of myself that existed because of you. I don't regret caring about you, but I regret how much of myself I gave away while believing you would stay. You became someone I thought I could trust, someone I thought would remain in my life no matter what happened. And maybe that was my mistake. I held on to something that had already started slipping away from me. I don't hate you for leaving. I just hate that knowing you made losing you hurt this much. I hate that there are still moments when I remember you without meaning to, when something reminds me of you and suddenly I'm back in the same place, missing someone I know I shouldn't return to. Maybe one day I'll remember you without feeling anything. Maybe your name will become just another name, and everything we were will feel like a distant part of my life. Until then, I'll keep wishing I had never known you-not because you meant nothing to me, but because you meant far too much#viral #fyp

Jax

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Sunday 18 October 2026 00:06:55 GMT