@ohbabyilovevodka: im sorry you didnt love dad the way you thought you did. im sorry im not the baby you lost before me. im sorry you got pregnant with me. i’m sorry i wasn’t a boy. i’m sorry i look more like dad. i’m sorry i was closer to him growing up. i’m sorry you hate me so much. i’m sorry i can’t ever do anything right in your eyes. i’m sorry i turned out to be such a “druggie” and “piece of shit” child. i’m sorry you didn’t want me. i’m sorry you never wanted me. i’m sorry you have this horrible god-complex and you can’t see how horrible you are and how greatly you traumatized me. and i’m so fucking sorry my od didn’t kill me because we all know that’s what you wanted. #mommyissues