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i genuinely don't think people understand how much anxiety and depression affect me on a daily basis. people see me laughing, talking, going to work, going to school, and doing normal everyday things, and automatically assume that i'm okay. but the truth is, just because i can get up and act like everything is fine doesn't mean that it actually is. sometimes i'm fighting battles in my own head that nobody knows anything about, and it's exhausting trying to explain feelings that i don't even fully understand myself. my anxiety makes everything feel ten times harder than it should. i overthink absolutely everything. i worry about things that haven't even happened, replay conversations in my head, question how people feel about me, and constantly convince myself that something is wrong. even the smallest things can send my mind into a million different directions. sometimes i can't just enjoy a moment because i'm too busy worrying about what could go wrong or what somebody might be thinking about me. it's like my brain never gives me a break, and no matter how hard i try, i can't just turn it off. my depression is a completely different kind of struggle. there are days when i genuinely don't have the energy to do anything. getting out of bed, getting ready, going to school, answering messages, and keeping up with everyday responsibilities can feel like so much more than people realize. sometimes i isolate myself, become distant, or seem like i have an attitude, when really i'm just mentally and emotionally exhausted. i don't always know how to explain what's wrong because sometimes there isn't even one specific thing. sometimes everything just feels overwhelming at once. and on top of all of that, the environment and situations i'm constantly surrounded by make things even harder. when the places or people that are supposed to make you feel safe become another source of stress, it's hard to find somewhere to mentally escape. i feel like i'm constantly trying to keep everybody else happy, worrying about everybody else's feelings, and making sure nobody is upset with me, while completely neglecting how i'm actually doing. sometimes i wish people would stop assuming that i'm being dramatic, disrespectful, distant, or difficult and actually take a second to understand that i might be struggling more than they realize. what hurts the most is feeling like i have to explain myself over and over again just to get somebody to understand that i'm not okay. i don't want to feel this way. i don't want to overthink everything, get overwhelmed so easily, or feel like everyday life is such a challenge. i don't choose to struggle with my mental health, and i certainly don't enjoy feeling like i'm constantly fighting against my own thoughts. i wish people understood that i don't need somebody constantly telling me what i'm doing wrong. sometimes i just need patience, understanding, reassurance, and somebody who is willing to listen without making me feel guilty for struggling. i'm trying, even on the days when it doesn't look like it. i'm trying even when i don't have the words to explain what's going on inside my head. i know i have things i need to work on, and i know my mental health doesn't excuse every action or reaction i have. but i also wish people understood that there is a difference between somebody who doesn't care and somebody who is genuinely struggling. i'm not asking anybody to fix me or feel sorry for me. i just want people to understand that there is so much more going on beneath the surface than what they see. sometimes the strongest thing i can do is simply make it through another day, and i wish that was understood instead of overlooked.
i genuinely don't think people understand how much anxiety and depression affect me on a daily basis. people see me laughing, talking, going to work, going to school, and doing normal everyday things, and automatically assume that i'm okay. but the truth is, just because i can get up and act like everything is fine doesn't mean that it actually is. sometimes i'm fighting battles in my own head that nobody knows anything about, and it's exhausting trying to explain feelings that i don't even fully understand myself. my anxiety makes everything feel ten times harder than it should. i overthink absolutely everything. i worry about things that haven't even happened, replay conversations in my head, question how people feel about me, and constantly convince myself that something is wrong. even the smallest things can send my mind into a million different directions. sometimes i can't just enjoy a moment because i'm too busy worrying about what could go wrong or what somebody might be thinking about me. it's like my brain never gives me a break, and no matter how hard i try, i can't just turn it off. my depression is a completely different kind of struggle. there are days when i genuinely don't have the energy to do anything. getting out of bed, getting ready, going to school, answering messages, and keeping up with everyday responsibilities can feel like so much more than people realize. sometimes i isolate myself, become distant, or seem like i have an attitude, when really i'm just mentally and emotionally exhausted. i don't always know how to explain what's wrong because sometimes there isn't even one specific thing. sometimes everything just feels overwhelming at once. and on top of all of that, the environment and situations i'm constantly surrounded by make things even harder. when the places or people that are supposed to make you feel safe become another source of stress, it's hard to find somewhere to mentally escape. i feel like i'm constantly trying to keep everybody else happy, worrying about everybody else's feelings, and making sure nobody is upset with me, while completely neglecting how i'm actually doing. sometimes i wish people would stop assuming that i'm being dramatic, disrespectful, distant, or difficult and actually take a second to understand that i might be struggling more than they realize. what hurts the most is feeling like i have to explain myself over and over again just to get somebody to understand that i'm not okay. i don't want to feel this way. i don't want to overthink everything, get overwhelmed so easily, or feel like everyday life is such a challenge. i don't choose to struggle with my mental health, and i certainly don't enjoy feeling like i'm constantly fighting against my own thoughts. i wish people understood that i don't need somebody constantly telling me what i'm doing wrong. sometimes i just need patience, understanding, reassurance, and somebody who is willing to listen without making me feel guilty for struggling. i'm trying, even on the days when it doesn't look like it. i'm trying even when i don't have the words to explain what's going on inside my head. i know i have things i need to work on, and i know my mental health doesn't excuse every action or reaction i have. but i also wish people understood that there is a difference between somebody who doesn't care and somebody who is genuinely struggling. i'm not asking anybody to fix me or feel sorry for me. i just want people to understand that there is so much more going on beneath the surface than what they see. sometimes the strongest thing i can do is simply make it through another day, and i wish that was understood instead of overlooked.

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