@.lovespellvs: she’s not gone but it sure feels like it. she never texts, calls, or even approaches me unless i do it first. it feels like she’s not there anymore. it feels like we’re not even friends. it feels like we’ve become strangers. i’ve talked to her about it three times. nothing has changed. but maliya i can remember the day we first started talking. it was the day i first got my locs and i will forever remember it and bring it up. being your friend has been so special and important in my life but i really don’t want this chapter to end because i don’t want to lose you, even though it feels like i am. every single day it feels like we’re becoming more distant than the last. and i don’t like it but at this point there’s nothing i can do to fix it even though i’ve tried multiple times to do so. i love you so much maliya i can’t keep it in my heart. no not romantically, but as a best friend. i don’t care if you see this but you need to know that i’ve tried so hard to keep our friendship intact but i don’t think i can save it anymore.