@kristina.taylor282: It’s been kind of a rough grief week for me. I typically find that this happens after I come home from a widows retreat. Readjusting to life again after being in my safe little widows container is hard. I also did some oracle card pulls tonight & didn’t get love what I got & that definitely caused a spiral. Going to eat my weight in pasta to make myself feel better. #widow #widowsoftiktok #grief #griefjourney #MentalHealth

Lisa@skier :

I’m so sorry honey. It all just sucks!!! We just had my dad’s funeral on Wednesday and now I’m even more depressed than before . I cry for my dad then I feel guilty that I should be crying for Tim . 🥲. I just had our heat maintenance guy that we’ve known for 20 yrs and he also does my dads house and he asked how he was and I had to tell him he just passed away and then he was saying how sorry he was etc . Then right before he left. He hand me this other bill for our company and said I can’t seem to get a hold of Tim. I sent this to his email but I haven’t received payment. I said you mean my husband Tim I said you didn’t hear that he passed away two days before Christmas and his face just dropped. He said are you kidding me? No, I didn’t know that either so I quickly paid this old bill from his business so now I’m sitting here after he left crying cause I had to explain to someone that both my husband and my father are now gone.. I live in Pennsylvania and it’s the most beautiful fall day today and I just can’t seem to move or want to do anything🥲🥲

𝖆𝖓𝖏𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖈𝖆 𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖊 :

My husband passed in March of 2023 and I am STILL on a roller coaster ride of emotions. We will continue to push through somehow… it’s ok to feel like this, but you got this. I know there really aren’t words to make any of it better. As fellow widowers, let’s us know how we can show up for you here. 🙏🏼🫶🏼

M O :

Hi Kristina it's Mayra Ortiz. I listen to your whole speech and I thought about it. But when you exploded about the cards saying my Mouth dropped. I don't blame you for feeling this way. I feel the same way. Robert's Anniversary is coming up November first and then November sixteen we viewed him and Cremation took place. Well it gets better on November 17th it's my fifty eight birthday and on the same day we got married.We would've been this year thirty-two years. I'm not goin to spend my day Crying because I'm tired. I'm going out for fun for a change. I don't have any friends for several reasons. But anyways I wanted to tell you that I've noticed that you're improving. I know Grief sucks cause I feel the same way. Welcome back. I be fighting with Robert all the time. I send you Hugs and Kisses. Take good care of yourself.

Emily :

This is my fear and why I’ve turned down the trips and because I’m almost 18 months in and people think I’m ok now. I hope you woke up feeling lighter this am.

nat :

Girl sharing your pain over here, so sad, so many tears let it out. So glad that you are able to speak about how we actually feel. I am holding on to all my anger and sadness and secrets. 🙏🏾😩🥲🥲🥲😠😡

janellevigil5 :

You do not sound insane.. I can’t imagine how you feel, yes going to a retreat and having so much love.. then going back home to solitude and your own thoughts must be so hard.. keep your head up 💝 and as always sending you lots of hugs

Sabrina 🫶🏼 life after loss :

sending you so much love 💗 it really is such a dam struggle no matter how much time passes

allyfwright55 :

Can you share more information about the retreat. It’s been 4 years o need something

Veronica Gutierrez :

Hey, I don’t know you. You popped up I follow you. Stay strong. You got this. Sending you strength and healing ❤️‍🩹

Jessey :

PLEASE LEAVE THE CARDS ALONE

zeabcd123 :

Hugs

lisa9199 :

Whatever it takes to get through and find comfort, do it! Eat the pasta. I’m so sorry when returning home your grief is intensified instead of lighter. 💔

Nurse Dye🩺🖤 :

I’m so sorry 😢 I hate that people just expect you to be okay

PR Princess :

Oh sweetie yall had that u pique kind of love that I can imagine cannot be easy to move on from, and why should you move on… he was your love… give yourself grace it will get better 🙏🙏🙏♥️♥️♥️hugs beautiful queen!!!!

Marylou ARSAC :

The best way to get past the desert is to cross it, with all the difficulties that entails, Kristina. I know you don’t like it when people say that, but I live in France, so there’s not much I can do apart from telling you that if you want to talk, my DMs are open. Jordan is proud of you ❤️

Ajaxs :

Bundy :

Sending hugs from Australia ♥️♥️♥️♥️

𝖆𝖓𝖏𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖈𝖆 𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖊 :

Sending love and prayers for peace. 🥺🙏🏼🫶🏼❤️‍🩹

PR Princess :

♥️♥️♥️

Lisa lkastl :

[Red heart]

Robsan52 :

❤️❤️❤️