@mtrev.v: i still remember that summer day. watching ilia fight outside with my little brother n my dad. earlier that day i had bought an ilia shirt too. i remember the backyard the food on the grill n the feeling of thinking everything was gonna be alright. then night came and everything changed. i genuinely sat there feeling like i lost with him. maybe it sounds stupid to some people but when u believe in someone that much their losses start feeling personal. crazy how a fighter u never met can leave a memory that stays with u months later. 4 months passed n i still remember that night like it was yesterday and yet im still not the man i want to be. i wasnt just watching a fight anymore. i was watching someone i believed in lose n for a moment it felt like something inside me lost with him too. #iliatopuria #UFC #mma #ufcedit