@dizzyeedog: Misaki won't save me. If anything does, it'll be legendary seifuu and my love for anime! I have spent like 3 months trying to decide whether I'll attend this or not and even now, I'm so damn nervous and I feel like on the day, I'll definitely just wanna stay in bed. But by posting this, I'm sorta confirming it. I can do this !! ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ This is a huuuuge deal for me. Going out in such a huge crowd of people in broad daylight is like unimaginably terrifying for me but ill take my anxiety medication and just force myself to do it. Also, some mutual friends of a friend of mine that passed away dmmed me about this convention and invited me to go along with them and I'd really love to get to know his friends now that he's gone so. I feel like I owe him this in a way... #hikikomori #hikineet #neet #animecon #animeconvention