@pamelale007: If u find you need to be alone in your grief that's fine just don't stay there. After a while you need to reach out to those who are willing to help. Starting this group is what really helped me. There are so many people in the same boat and they need someone to talk to also. You might think they're helping you but you are helping them also. Love, hugs, and prayers. Pamela Alexander ❤️