@ightfr: Well I'm back to square one although it's funny because I'm over her and have blocked her everywhere I can think of, It's the way that everything that has happened to me that leads me to feeling stuck on the way I now am I'm so damaged so hurt. Maybe i deserved it for once being a bad person maybe I owed karma for being that person I used to be and the devil sent me the girl of my dreams only for her to hurt and leave me like this, I sometimes sit in my room and wonder about everything all the embarrassment, begging, attention seeking I used to do I was so dumb for trying to love someone that had already stopped loving me for trying to fix something that had no fixing. I mange to find someone new but I self sabotage bc I don't think I'm worthy of love anymore she has ruined the way I see love there's no loving someone like me and I'm not capable of loving someone not if I'm so hurt and damaged all the time why would I allow someone to deal with my issues and the way I am it's not fair it's so ironic that all of this is happening in October which is the month she decided to leave me Oct 2025 and l've been like this ever since. #spiderman #tomholland #fyp #viral #ineedhelp

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