@ashralouisaa: Forever searching for the one true self only to continue discovering my own hypocrisy #autistic #ocd

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biscuitthethingofevil
ᛑᛗᛛ The Queen 👑 :
is....is this an autistic thing? everyone doesn't think this?
2026-10-20 17:52:50
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skyyymeadow
skyyy 🦝🦖🪐 :
tired of not knowing who I ammm
2026-10-20 17:07:06
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thekidtimetraveledagain
Howdy partner :
I understand perfectly, to a terrrifying degree.
2026-10-20 21:10:27
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deastrom
Deastrom :
identity is contextual and contexts are always changing.
2026-10-20 18:58:12
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user982487321
angel :
get out of my HEAD
2026-10-20 19:08:38
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kirstibear
Kirsti :
I go through this regularly and after talking to my coach supervisor we came up with the idea of an authentic chameleon - they are a different colour in different situations but still always a chameleon.
2026-10-20 22:00:16
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omeganumari
omeganumari :
Nah, but she is right though. All of them are valid. The real question to ask is: “which do I feel more comfortable with?”
2026-10-20 18:18:40
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lizzie.affiliatediaries
Lizzie | Learn+Earn W/ M.R.R. :
Understood. You are not at 100% full potential. If you were... He'd understand. Do you understand? I understand..
2026-10-21 02:26:34
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consulofjoshuas
Me :
simple: I have accepted that I am a conglomerate of 15000 different facets and have organized them into a parliamentary body, the General Assembly of Constituents of the Self, that prcedurally decides how I live subject to the Constitution of the Self and the Code of the Self
2026-10-20 22:32:16
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z0nic101
Zonic101 :
my response, would be a kiss on the forehead.
2026-10-21 12:56:04
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ohreos
Ohreos :
I must be autistic b/c I love this question
2026-10-21 02:43:15
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sparkle_sam
Sparkle_Sam :
omg finally someone talks of iiiit
2026-10-20 17:13:57
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sleepin06
Sleepin06 :
I feel like an alien fr. Just an otherworldly visitor here to blend in with the humans.
2026-10-21 12:23:58
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allieisbatman18
Allie Bish :
I didn't come on this app to be attacked 😭
2026-10-20 18:16:23
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beni.s2g
Beni 🪽 :
C.S.Lewis in his book The Four Loves, says (& I grossly paraphrase) in each friendship there is something that only the other friend can pull out of that person & no single friend is able to fully show all the facets of a single individual. He later goes on to say that this is what makes the death of a friend so catastrophically tragic, that there is now a facet of yourself that is lost & so the death of a friend is akin to the amputation of some part of you.
2026-10-20 21:54:30
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miss.b1901
B**** :
AUDHD is a minefield 😁 I will never know the real version
2026-10-21 11:52:11
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tiktokdalets
TikTokdaLets :
I ask myself that everyday
2026-10-20 17:09:45
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sociallyisolatedloner77
SociallyIsolatedLoner77 :
Not on the autism spectrum and I think about it often with some worry. Though, I do have a long psychiatric history.
2026-10-21 03:00:05
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christheduck22
ChrisTheDuck :
Which color of the rainbow is the true rainbow? You believe your many facets to be falsities, but they are all equally authentic hues emanating from the beautiful prism that is you.
2026-10-20 18:06:32
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sunnyhens
c-re :
There is no “real” version, what matters is if you enjoy being that version of yourself or not
2026-10-21 01:28:49
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foxdeerrat
Holly 🦊💚 :
Your tiktoks are the realest and most relatable reflection of my autism and I love sending them to my friends to explain my thought processes. thankyou for making these
2026-10-20 17:20:35
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boiimouty
boiimouty :
i dont have a real version of me anymore.. everything i do is a mask.. i just self aware of my own self 24/7
2026-10-20 18:06:26
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izzieuvs
iZ.Ze :
They're all us. Like light when we're with different people they refract us and bring out our different colours.
2026-10-20 20:01:05
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vitcawolfbane
VitcaWolfbane :
I don't like that I completely understood what she was saying. now I'm gonna sit on it for the next 4 weeks and 3 days on if the me I am is actually me or the me I put on due to trauma.
2026-10-20 23:17:41
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dootus.scootus
Ollie :
I feel like this has OCD qualities as well (as someone who have chronic OCD)
2026-10-20 21:15:40
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