@thegovernorswalts: I find myself more irritable than ever and more distance from everyone even the ones I’m usually close with. I don’t wanna talk. I don’t wanna do anything. I just wanna stay to myself. I don’t need anyone. I don’t want anyone, I don’t want help, I think I like this feeling or at least I’ve gotten used to it long enough to find comfort in it and I don’t wanna leave it, it’s like I crave it, like it gives me this adrenaline rush I’ve never had before, a high I’ve been chasing that didn’t even know I was chasing and now that I’m here i find it hard to leave it. #targetaudience #ventaccount #mh