@lol363788: I dont really know how to start this, everything feels weird. I dont know wether i should take a step back or maybe just stay where i am. All i want is her to choose me. But its not happening so i give up really. No point in fighting for something so useless, im the useless part ngl. I overestimated my own worth and did too much and now im just as stuck ml. Im sorry. I feel like crying rn so badly but i genuinely cannot do that rn. Not like literally cant but really dont want to. Just sucks finding out she no longer wants me in that way at all. God please remove the desire to be loved from me, i’m over it. I dont want to be loved by someone else. God i wanna cry so badly. I feel so very lame. Why was he highkey right lmao. Kissing My Self bruh i feel so stupid. Just not worth it i guess. But what more can you do? I put myself out there and got rejected in the only way i truly wanted. Feeling like a major F up. Very disappointed in myself. Hope i’ll be okay.
