@heidilanders6: "Don't ruin a new day by thinking about yesterday. Let it go." ~ Grant Chardone I have been kicking myself a lot lately for staying too long and allowing things to continue down a hurtful path. For not trying harder to make things work and make things better. For leaving things unsaid. For the pain my leaving has caused me, the pups, and him. For not being enough, or doing enough, to make him want to be better; to make him want to put in the work to participate in a solution. I'm really good at beating myself up. The reality is that I allowed him too much, for too long, but I did my best. When I couldn't change the situation, or him, I started working on me. I started digging in my own spirit and discovering the brokenness within me. I started healing, changing, and growing. I became better, healthier, and more whole as a person. I put in the work to become a better, more healthy version of me. I brought better to the table. Unfortunately, better wasn't what he wanted. He wanted status quo; for things to say the same. Same benefited him, but it was killing me. It's really hard to let this go when it still hurts so bad.

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