🙏🙏🙏 1980 is forever burn into my heart, soul, and mind because I thought I surely stop breathing. It started in April with a early morning call around 3 am with a call from a detective telling me my eldest Sister was gone.I thought I was dreaming.We were like twins though we were 6 years apart, we looked alike and play interchange roles surprising people. we had planned a get away. Only she went away. Only A few days later my best Friend was gone to soon. And then my dearest Grandma whom was my hero gone forevermore. And another close friend that was a rock until his last breathe. And in June on the last day of school, just when thing's couldn't get anymore heartbreaking. My beautiful girls one gone in 2 days and 1 week later the other gone. To young to soon. A mothers worst nightmare it was. I thought I would never wake up. I couldn't Cry.😔😔😔I died. For 3 year's I couldn't Cry. I couldn't morm.Life came to a stand still. Accept for and because I Had another child who needed me, his mother I would have surely died. And my Faith in God. Life was and has never ever been the same.
Now I live life as there's no tomorrow and if I will live forever. Since, I have Cried many Tear's. My life is Amazing because they were in my life. My heart has healed and I have forgiven. And recieved God's forgiveness. My Father left one day in the Spring and My Mother left one day in the Fall, are gone way to soon.This year gone another sister.
I cry for me because for a moment I felt alone. Life is to short to be sad. I missed them dearly. And sometimes it's as if my heart could break all over again, but God... So much of who I am today is because they have given life to me. They all in some way have made me who I am today.
I Breath deeply every day and approach each day with Faith. Hope. Joy. Love. Peace and a Sound mind. in Jesus name.Amen ☺️My light and life...Keep love and kindness close and near your heart with touches of kindness and gratefulness.🙏🙏🙏
2026-10-26 17:35:52
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Kellie :
I will never understand how my heart continues beating after losing my two beautiful daughters (Kayla and Sarah, both forever 24 🦋)
2026-10-21 21:07:42
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Ana Maria :
I feel you💔
2026-10-26 22:08:44
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Dua :
Miss my dad, passed away to Covid… part of me died that day .. I’ve never been the same since watching him in hospital take his last breath whilst my mum, brother and sister were on the same ward,ill with Covid too .. siblings didn’t even live with parents and we were so so careful to keep our parents safe…
2026-10-25 22:15:14
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lou :
10 3 2026
2026-10-26 16:44:35
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Lil mamma :
November 28th my common law partner passed away. we were together for 17 years and 9 months
2026-10-26 05:22:55
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Caylin@!!. :
just saw the date i lost my mom crualy on that same date this year 2026
2026-10-25 08:22:24
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🌸Natty🌸 :
Twice 5 weeks apart my mommy then my hubbie💔💔
2026-10-21 18:33:08
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DremaB71 :
This hits hard 🪽
2026-10-21 18:57:13
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danicatoledo01 :
🦋🪽🦋🪽🦋 My perception and belief is that when you get even a moment with another’s soul and both of your souls intertwine 🦋🦋🦋 that soul never leaves you and yours will never leave theirs. I look for their soul in mine when I miss or need them and they are there. Peace in that, knowing our time will come again 💜 We get very few in our lifetimes. Some get none. You and I our blessed to have loved so deeply. Feel it all and after that feel it again. You are an amazing and strong woman. Thank you for sharing your journey. You truly do help so many. 🥰
2026-10-22 02:34:39
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xeerus1985 :
I stopped on October 24, 2026. The day my hero died. Now I walk alone hoping I don't become a villain.
2026-10-23 23:09:28
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Sapphire.64 but call me Kathy :
I fill this with every ounce of my being
2026-10-22 03:22:46
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NomVuyoKOTOBE :
2026/08)18 🪽👼 my son Ithalam Kotobe
2026-10-22 17:51:00
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johnnyprobablyleft :
Oof
2026-10-22 22:50:32
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Ms Brown🤎🍁🍂 :
July 3... daddy 😭
2026-10-22 23:51:42
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Abdula Subhan :
cute face 🥰
2026-10-23 09:54:31
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Next star :
My mum
2026-10-22 07:17:36
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#Wear a mask :
Ooh daddy😭😭😭💔💔💔😔
2026-10-23 15:55:53
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Laura aka low low :
2026-10-22 22:55:23
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CaptureUrHeart :
My sons 😔😔😔😔😔😑😑😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
2026-10-22 06:31:35
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MissM :
29/4/25 Forever in my heart little brother
2026-10-22 20:30:13
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Franny✨🦋 :
Never thought i will still be here after his death 💔
2026-10-22 08:58:45
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Pinky :
My Mummy 🥺💔 she took a part of me with her 😓
2026-10-22 10:25:55
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Shayne Sprayberry starseed :
if it's you say it's you and explain because you don't know what I lost that day
2026-10-22 08:56:06
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