@sweettartloverr: I feel so heartbroken. I feel so betrayed. But it’s not anyone’s fault but my own, I knew it would end this way. I’m so dumb for thinking there was anything ever there. He used to tell me he loved me…as a joke. He asked me what i thought our kids would look like. That’s not a joke to me. I can’t believe I gave him access to me for an entire year, holding on to the hope that maybe things would change. I wanted him so bad. I asked him what I was missing, why it wasn’t me he wanted a relationship. He told me I was “too stressful.” Which hurts because it just means I ruined things early on. I think about laying in bed with him, things felt so sweet with him. I was literally living for his attention. There’s nothing anyone can do about me feeling this way, I just have to stand up and get over it. But it still hurts so bad knowing I wasn’t chosen. I tried talking to him about how I felt, explaining how heartbroken I am. He only made me feel invalidated, telling me every moment we had was nothing at all. I don’t understand how I was able to fall for him so hard, yet I didn’t mean anything at all to him. I loved his personality, he was so smart and so funny. He was 100% someone I would’ve been happy to have in my life. It hurts so bad that now he will finally be everything I ever wanted, to another girl. I’m over here hurt and crying, while he’s thinking and loving another girl. I don’t understand what’s wrong with me. I miss him so much.

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2026-10-23 15:19:06

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