@lowkeyadumpaccount: I was there too yk ☹️ #vent #drained #hurt #alone #MentalHealth

hannah pease☮️🌀☀️ :

then seeing those people say no one’s there for them

Gray :

I know how repetitive my trauma flashbacks are, i need to talk about it to someone, but knowing that people have struggles, too, i just can't bring myself to ask for help or reach out to someone. I also know how tiring it is to read or hear the same thing again and again, but i can't help but feel it. I don't want those memories to come back, i try my hardest to not have them, but they come back when people say or tell me something that triggers it. I know it's not what they meant to say, i know it's not their intent to trigger it, but it just.. It's just so hard to put it aside because it's persistent. I can't even distract myself from the feeling anymore, i also can't bring myself to talk or explain it to someone anymore, it's getting harder and harder each time. It either gets dismissed with "Just stop thinking about it" or "Reach out to someone you can trust" and i know they're right, but it's not really that easy to do. Especially when they themselves dismiss it or tell me false promises.

🪽 :

Not was I still am hurting

trese :

nobody's there for us :)

𝒅αn𝒊𝒊𖾕𖾝꙼ᩚ𛲕𖾟🐾 :

still not over the fact that they didn’t notice until I told them, and even still I HAVE to comfort them

tofuelle :

i was always expected to understand but rarely understood 🤣🤣 so funny 😂

jenniferteodovich :

God and your family we are for you my princess, sometimes people see you strong and they think you don’t need them or they support! I’m proud of you my Girl❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Ung_drup16ෆ :

Just because they showed they struggled does not mean the one who didn’t showed they are struggling didn’t struggled we are human too we have feelings too…

soapy :

sigh

mema 🪽 :

Oh💔💔

🎨 :

yes

cessi . ꪳꪲꪳ :

vlakexinn :

love :

Mary :

adi :

bags :

ᵖˡˢgetoutofmysight×=× :

i'm really sorry for my behavior. i know that i've been a btch lately...sorry, i'm just really struggling, and i know that it isn't a valid reason, kasi for sure ang sasabihin niyo ay "hindi porket you're not in the right state of mind, gagawin mo na yun". i'm really trying to be better, please be with me ti'll i get better, please don't ever get tired of me ( i know that y'all are getting tired of me na, i'm aware ). i'm really really trying to be, i'm sorry, i'm really really sorry for everything that i have done, please help me, help me become the person you all deserve, don't leave me. i need you guys right now, even thou my actions says otherwise, tangina mahal ko kayo kaysa sa sarili ko. pero why do i keep on messing things up when it comes to all of you? I don't wanna lose you, pero gumagawa ako ng rason para iwan niyo ako, it was unintentional, kaso akala makukuha kayo sa joke, hindi ko alam na super rude na pala me. i'm really sorry, i'm really really sorry. for sure... there's no possibility na you'll forgive, and be close with me na:(. sorry talaga, promise, ill be better

sof :

jaz :

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lorezmiel :

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