@eomyuyu: is this a crush? honestly idk. we’ve gotten pretty close and i really like how she always manages to cheer me up. i enjoy texting her and talking to her more than i probably should LOL. there’s just something about her that i admire and i find myself thinking about how cute and pretty she is. i don’t even know if these feelings are actually a crush or if im just happy to have someone like her in my life. i know im not ready for a relationship rn so im not going to do anything about it but i can still admire her from afar. for now im just enjoying the way she makes me feel and letting myself figure things out instead of rushing into anything.