@renee.sandoval8: Dear Dustin, This is my first big holidays without you. I never in a million years thought that I would be doing this without you. I always thought that I was the heart of the family but the truth is I was only half. Just like our hearts have two sides, our family is missing one half of our heart. I have no idea how I will do this without you. But I know how you would want it to be done. I love you so much and I pray that with Gods grace I will be able to stay strong and still carry on the legacy that we started with our little family. I love you so much. Love your wife