@raihanels: :( padahal live jam 7 dan orang2 masi pada santai2 aja. But yeah, I admit this is also my fault. kalau gini terus kapan gua jadi streamer besar kaya @windahkucing @luciferhalimawan666 @aldeantg @momonotnice @gebrakanman @ybontiktok. I know everyone has their own journey, and I know I still have a long way to go. tapi gua beneran pengen make it, you know? gua pengen grow, pengen jadi someone, and prove that I can actually do this. but man, sometimes it's frustrating when you want something so bad, yet you feel like you're not doing enough to get there. hufttt #streamer #fyppp #raihanels #dailylife