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He’s genuinely so so sweet he looks at me all the time even on MATH lessons where you have to be concentrated so BAD but he decides to look at me.Looks at me with eyes of love but sadly he broke up with me because he said that we should live our lives and passions and that we are too young for z relationship,he was/is cute and he’s totally a green flag! He didn’t leave my mind it’s been probably 2 months after breakup but I still miss him. I don’t know if he feels the same but I hope so,my friendship got better with him we started to write more and talk about funny stuff and about our problems before our relationship he told me that he can tell me everything that I’m his best friend and he really appreciates that after he broke up with my best friend he told me that he regrets being with my friend because he understands that I would be love of his life. Right now we are friends at that moment but I hope we will get back together oh my gosh his beautiful smile,gorgeous blue eyes and his blonde hair that i was playing with,deep down I never wanted to let you go,my brother really liked you.When I’m about to fall asleep,but then I get flashbacks of how we used to sweet talk everyday and every night.I’d to it all over again even if it ended out the same way just so I can experience your love one last time.No drug could replace the feeling you gave when you first told me you loved me,I don’t know why I still expect you to come back.Maybe just one more chance? I wish you never gave up on us.Got no choice but to accept it,but damn that was my first time I felt a real love. And if you ever miss me,please call because I miss you more and when love finds me again I hope it’s my ex. I think what we had was the happiest I’ve ever been.Life is too short to act like I don’t care,yes I fucking miss you,the potential we had will forever haunt me,maybe we met at the wrong time? I wonder if you ever noticed how much I actually loved you,second chances aren’t always a bad thing.I wonder if our memories replay in your mind like they do in mine.Met him when I wasn’t really looking for love,lost him when he meant every to me,so yeah this one kinda hurts…Miss you my beautfiul boy 🤍🤍
2026-10-26 20:12:54