@knoahelias: my thoughts can be so loud, that only music can tune them out. when i lie in room and look at my ceiling, i imagine myself in a field of grass outlining the stars with my finger. i turn my volume up as high as i can and push my headphones even closer into my ears, wishing that some kind of reaction would transform me out of body and into a music note or melody. i want to dissolve into the many layers of a song and for the first time feel what community feels like. but the music is never loud enough. #targetaudience #hopecore #quotes #xycbca #stevelacy