Ashidol :
~When you decided to leave, you probably never thought that not only would a relationship with you end, but also my small dreams of seeing someone around me would end. In the future that I had arranged in my heart, your place was the most beautiful; but you vacated that place and started walking on a different path.
I never asked you to be perfect, I never wanted you to always follow my words. I just wanted you to be by my side during the days of sadness, to talk to me without moving away if there was a misunderstanding. But you may have considered these small requests of mine to be a burden.
Today I understand that loving someone and getting the value of love from someone are not the same thing. I wanted to hold you with feelings, and when you left, I made my own decision. Some memories remained in between, which cannot be erased, nor can they be saved as before.
Still, I will not stop my life waiting for you to come back. Just because I loved you, it takes time to accept your departure, but that does not mean that there will not be another beautiful morning in my life.
One day you might remember that someone believed even the smallest promise of your presence. I don't know where I will be that day, I just wish that you are well, and that I may regain my lost smile by then..!!❤️🩹🥹...
2026-10-26 17:07:57