@duckyduckgoosey: years of watching her be thrown around, years of listening to such harsh words and having to listen to those words be directed towards my siblings. each time i’ve asked her to choose us over a man, i was simply shrugged off. i’ve given up telling her what to do, i only really intervene when it harms my siblings. this is so confusing and hurtful, i will never understand why men meant more to my mother than us. i’d rather be homeless with her again then continue to watch worthless men throw around my mom and treat my babies so rudely. i have to get better now, i want to do something good and get my babies away from here. all those years i lost with my father because of her. i won’t understand and i will not forgive her. these regrets, my grief and shame will be buried deep forever. one day someone will hear me and understand why i am the way i am. #dv #childhood #mommyissues #mom #peace