B :
I complained bc months after she started working, I was the one who supported her including her family (around 70% effort from me). One day, i got exhausted for everything bc i had to shoulder all my expenses + her expenses (food, transpo sa car, gas, rfid (from manila to laguna twice a week)+ the needs of her fam (not all of it)). Napagod ako bc at some point, she let me be lang — to see me exhausted from working twice as i did before. She let me suffer pero she didnt even take an initiative to treat me kahit MCDO lang yan or JOLLIBEE (i dont need fancies) or TUSOK TUSOK, or LITERALLY ANYTHING for all the sacrifices na I made. I opened it up sa kanya and she said “HINDI KA NAKAKAINTINDI” bc i know she supports her family also but damn, she didnt have to do anything na at all except sa suportahan pamilya nya and support her transpo papuntang work nya (angkas/moveit) daily. Yung pauwi, di pa yan everyday kasi sinusundo ko sya and hinahatid pauwi. 40k+ naman sweldo nya, so I didnt really get at that time why I had to pay for everything EVEN magdate kami once a week or twice… she didnt take any initiative to do that. NAPAGOD AKO BECAUSE I FELT SO ALONE IN THE RS. Instead, she told me I was not understanding enough w her situation. I didnt ask for anything, but i stood my ground the day na narealize ko na she’s doing less for me. She cared less, she loved me less, didn’t consider to buy anything for me (kahit treat man lang once a month during her payday) or pahalagahan yung days na magkasama kami by stepping up. That’s my clarity na… na maybe i became less important and that she was slowly unloving me na. If there’s a will, there’s a way. ‘Yun pala wala nang will to do MORE for ME, kasi yung MORE na ‘yun, it was allotted na for ANOTHER person. 6 months already passed, I’ve moved on na from my almost 5-yr rs. Remembering everything and telling everything here without feeling triggered na at all is soo human of me. To that person, nakausad na ako and did all things i thought i could not do. I know you do too. I dont wish you ill na anymore… im so proud of myself because the thing that I could only think of dati was, “AKO ANG BAGYO SA INYONG DALAWA”.
2026-10-27 16:20:10