i lost my wife 5 months ago she was 35 to suicide we was/are together 18 years we have 2 beautiful sons 11/&4(nearly) im struggling to keep custody of both through my past and it keeps breaking every single day i have no one to speak to my heart hearts so much but we have 2 beautiful boys together and im really trying to make it work just seem life keeps kicking my whilst im already down and each blow is getting harder and harder im trying to do the best i can watching videos of zach make me believe that the word can be a better place just need more angles like him im not sure who this will reach but i hope it deos the starts to my beautiful wife zoe i love you and will miss you eternity we will be together again soon i know that i just need to make sure our boys are ok and having people like zach around restores my faith in humanity i love you to the moon an back zoe love cdog xxxxx