JarheadFertilizer :
she’s an aries. i feel the spark between us is going out more and more everyday. we could work on everything together but she doesnt want to. it was always me and her against the problem not me and her against each other. she lives an hour away so its not “long distance”. im genuinely so lost without her. i feel drained and burnt out more and more everyday because we don’t have each other. i need her back. i feel everyday without her is just making it easier for her to live without me, not make her heart grow fonder. i would’ve done any and everything for her, i would’ve brushed her teeth for her, wash her hair, do her laundry, bathe her, if she couldn’t do it herself because i knew what it was like to struggle just to get through the day and not have energy for anything else, and i wouldn’t have built a single ounce of resentment towards her cause i wanted her to feel she didn’t have to be perfect or give anything in return to deserve my love. i showed up for her in every situation, difficult or easy. i stuck up for her in every situation. i had her back through anything. i supported every decision she ever made even if i knew it wouldn’t be the best one, i supported her. i believed in her and told her i was proud of her even when she struggled to believe in herself and be proud of herself. i spent my last penny’s making sure she had food so she didn’t have to go hungry, even if that meant i went hungry. i gave and gave and gave and when i was running on empty i still gave more. my intuition tells me to reach out and have us come back, but my mind tells me to give her space, but again i feel like distance doesn’t make the heart grow fonder it makes it easier to live without me. im lost and i need her back. i know we are meant for each other because everyday im pulled towards her. i was willing to wear myself to the bone to give her a comfortable life where she didn’t have to worry about money or bills. i’m lost. i need to know if i should reach out for reconciliation, or let her reach out? we’ve been broken up for 6 weeks but everyday without her feels like years. she’s an amazing person and we were even better together. should i reach out or should i let her
2026-10-29 19:36:32