@dwoods121467: I went to work every night for what was supposedly what we were building together. Miles and miles hours and hours alone for our family I drove. I gave you 19 years. It was all a lie. I never found your Ashley Madison account which allowed you daytime visitors to OUR BED, Even sneaking them in after our boys went to sleep. Should have known when you asked for an open relationship that you had already been having one for four years with 5-7 guys of which you’re no sure. Now I sit here before the day of your surgery, not for you but for our boys who need their mom. And do you know why? Because I know what unconditional love truly means and my boys get it from me. I however could not get it from you. So it’s back to the long nights of driving the roads in this 18 wheel cage while you still claim to me your love. You asked for forgiveness of which I gave without hesitation. Just know that the hurt doesn’t go away. I had one rule and you crushed it while you we being crushed, smashed and whatever else in OUR BED. Get well soon because afterwards…….. I am no longer your concern. Til death do you depart……how appropriate when you killed it for your own selfish desires ….im done hurting for you .