@trend.lab00: after he left i kept telling my therapist how much i'd lost. she asked me to write down everything he gave me during our two years together. i sat with the notebook for a week. the list had maybe four things on it. a hoodie. a ride to the airport once. a birthday card his mom probably bought. a lot of nights lying awake wondering where he was. that was it. the other page, the one where i wrote down what i gave him, was full. i realized i wasn't grieving him. i was grieving all the effort i'd poured into somebody who never planned a single date or bought me a single flower. the next morning i signed up for a pottery class i'd been wanting to take. i made a lopsided vase. i put flowers in it that i bought myself.

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