I’m in recovery and having trouble with grieving over my lowest weight. Is this normal? And will it go away in time?
2026-10-29 03:14:45
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But I did get overweight
2026-11-06 20:03:35
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Mohamed Aboul-Saoud :
People tell me this but I did become overweight the first time I recovered so idk
2026-11-06 17:16:48
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no :
Sometimes I catch myself thinking that gaining weight = becoming fat. I’ve been overweight as a kid and the thought of ever being in that situation again is my biggest fear. It’s so stupid because obviously gaining weight after being underweight does NOT mean I’m becoming fat 😭
2026-10-29 18:10:27
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daliaᢉ𐭩 :
My mind is telling me to go to mc Donald’s
2026-10-29 19:53:04
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Jess :
I’m petrified of it all everytime I take a step forward I take 100 back x
2026-10-28 15:17:00
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nickenchugget06 :
Is it normal to just not feel hungry at all most days ? I have been trying to start recovery but suddenly my appetite has just gone completely
2026-10-30 12:29:26
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𝑬𝒎🎧🍪 :
But how do I know if I’m actually hungry or bored but I also don’t know if it’s just my anorexic brain telling me not to eat (recovering from ana and Mia)
2026-10-30 22:08:14
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Lu☆ :
I wish. But unfortunately I found out the hard way that I'm one of those cases where it just doesn't work. I have Me/CFS which means I am not as active as a normal person, I have raging AuDHD which means I don't really notice hunger or fullness and never really have and my nervous system will always be completely fried as long as I'm alive and I have a family history of obesity and binge eating, mostly for that reason and I myself have that history too.
I wish I could trust my body or my mind but the only thing that I could rely on is that none of them work the way they're supposed to. I will never leave the emergency situation, physically or mentally. And I'm not scared of a possibility, I'm scared of a memory and a pattern I see repeated over and over again around me because no matter how hard any of us fights it the genes are still there.
And on top of that I am transmasc. Accepting that I'm gonna sit at a higher weight is not an option. Because when I develop enough curves, I get severely depressed and have sewerslidal impulses every time I'm made aware that my body exists, pretty much ever since I hit puberty at 9.
If I want to live I have to avoid that at all costs, but the cost might just be my life as well. I genuinely don't know what to do anymore and I feel like none of the doctors actually understand the situation because to them I'm scared of an irrational possibility
2026-10-30 16:34:25
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lily:) :
really needed this thank u queen ❤️
2026-11-02 22:46:04
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bboldyou :
But how am I going to listen to my body if they make me follow a insane meal plan? 😭 like if I’m following a meal plan “listening” to ur body is kinda like not possible and literally most people if not everyone in recovery have to follow a meal plan
2026-11-02 18:50:37
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*_skidmark-in-rec0very_* :
They are making me eat like 3000 calories a day in hospital so I just feel like ima get big because they forcing me to eat even when I ain’t hungry
2026-10-29 10:47:22
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⋆。˚꒰ঌ Linny_y ໒꒱˚。⋆ :
I am incredibely scared of falling into BED cause I heared that its common for people to go from ANA to BED. is that acually a thing? I am so scared please someone help with this
2026-10-29 19:22:53
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elisehh :
Fasting REALLY helps me for this
2026-10-30 18:21:00
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cam.marief :
@bailey
2026-11-01 06:08:39
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Madison💝 :
@Ashley92
2026-11-04 16:56:20
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