fightingchamp :
It is no small measure affliction that I acknowledge my fortunates to be sadly diminished,my purse exhausted, and my station reduced to one of grievous penury,such that I find myself abandoned to the stern tutelage of want,the harshest master to which mankind is ever subject. I have wrestled with the matter through many a sleepless night, and it is with profound regrets that I find myself unable to undertake theis responsibility,for I discovered within myself a weakness I had long sought to conceal,my hands tremble,my resolve falters, and much as I would desire to comply,my abilities are insufficient for so grave a deed. I have exhausted the uttermost measure of patience one may extend in such circumstances, and I must therefore insist that you retire without delay,lest my temper betray me into unseemly candour. I have bent my attention towards the matter with a patience I scarcely possess and it is with a sadness I had hoped to avoid that I perceive a confusion so artfully arranged,so barren of substance, that it lingers as a pale fiction divorced from reality.
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