JarheadFertilizer :
she knows everything can be fixed if she just wanted to but she chose to end things instead of choosing us. it was always me and her against the problem, not me and her against each other. but she decided everything i did wasn’t enough. i need her back. i feel everyday without her is just making it easier for her to live without me, not make her heart grow fonder. i would’ve done any and everything for her, i would’ve brushed her teeth for her, wash her hair, do her laundry, bathe her, if she couldn’t do it herself because i knew what it was like to struggle just to get through the day and not have energy for anything else, and i wouldn’t have built a single ounce of resentment towards her and i wanted her to feel she didn’t have to be perfect or give anything in return to deserve my love. i showed up for her in every situation, difficult or good. i stuck up for her in every situation. i had her back through anything. i supported every decision she ever made even if i knew it wouldn’t be the best one, i supported her. i believed in her and told her i was proud of her even when she struggled to believe in herself and be proud of herself. i spent my last penny’s making sure she had food so she didn’t have to go hungry, even if that meant i went hungry. i gave and gave and gave and when i was running on empty i still gave more. my intuition tells me to reach out and have us come back, but my mind tells me to give her space, but again i feel like distance doesn’t make the heart grow fonder it makes it easier to live without me. im lost and i need her back. i know we are meant for each other because everyday im pulled towards her. the only thing ive been asking for is her back. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.
2026-10-29 19:11:44