@1izukumidoriyalover1: I know you’ll never see this, and I kind of hope you don’t, but I’m sorry you guys had to deal with me. I’m sorry if I ever hurt you guys, and I’m sure I did. There’s so many selfish/hurtful things I did even if I didn’t know in the moment, but I’m not here to excuse myself because at the end of the day I hurt you. Not that it even matters what I say anymore because I know you don’t care anymore, and that’s okay. Not really. But I’m tired of hurting people, and I’m tired of living and knowing I have no future. I know we didn’t know eachother that long but you guys are the reason I’m still here, but I don’t think I can hold on any longer. I remember one day I was gonna attempt, and Vur texted me, I was gonna ignore it but I felt bad. If that makes sense. He said that he was scared to ask me to play/talk because I never did first, I felt bad because I didn’t really like texting people first because of past experiences (where they would get mad about me bothering/annoying them or me interrupting them) he told me he understood, but that if I didn’t, how would he know if I were annoyed at him or not, which is true, and It made me feel like someone actually cared and wanted me around. So I thought, maybe I could stay. But then i ruined it and I’m so sick of always ruining it, and im sorry leu, because you were always there for me and trying to cheer me up, and i don’t know why but after the situation, there’s just been this pit in my chest. I don’t know why i feel this way and im sorry if it felt like I didn’t care about you. I do and I’m sorry i ended things the way I did I just didn’t want to hurt you, and now I realize I already have. I love you guys, even if you never see this

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