@ashatteringsoul: im so attached to them. I text them all the time and hope they give me at least some of their attention. But they never do. All he ever does is talk and post about his bff Chee. He’s said chee has treated him badly before yet he still loves them. Its not fucking fair. Ive treated him so much better. He’s always talking about “i wish i had someone who didnt ignore me and was excited to me” as if im not right fucking there?? Like genuinely what the fuck do you want from me?? I care and love you so much and you act like I don’t even exist. Why cant you just give me your attention too? why can you also be attached to me? it isnt fair. My whole mood depends on him most of the time. He’s ignored me for weeks before and yet i still chase after him. Im so fucking pathetic. I know this is really unhealthy but i dont know what to do without him. I miss when he used to tell me I was his reason to live and that i was his favorite person/friend. But he’s now always replacing me with people he’s just met. what did i do to deserve this. I hate and love him at the same time. I feel like im going insane. #vent #ishowspeed #insane #anxiousattachment #thoughts

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