@probablyyspoiled: [vent. tw.]im actually so done?? idkbwhat im doing wrong to have everything js go bad for me. Why am i never good enough ni matter how hard i try? whybdoes mynlife have to be this? i cant seem to amount to anything and no matter what i do my relationships with peopl justvdont seem ti get better. my mental health is genuinely winning at me and i cant seem yo get help even though i jeep asking so desperately. i just want to knownwhere im foing somethig wrong. i wanna stop being thisbway and do something bette in my life. why cant everything just work out? why do i have to keep putting all my wffort ingo a lif that diesnt seem to get better?