@nom.nomms_: Everything doesn't feel normal. I don’t know why life got harder. I miss them. I don’t want to replace them. Why are so many people trying to be like them? I feel like I have no one to talk to without making it sound like everything is about me. I try my best to hold my grudge in. I envy those who get everything. I cry every day and pretend I’m okay. I’m not ok. I don't know why you act like everything ok.