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I’m 40 and I’m a bit embarrassed to admit: 1. I present as “put together,” but behind closed doors, I struggle with anxiety depressive disorder. Love my people more than anything, but I typically want to crawl into a hole and be alone with my disorder. It’s incredible what we’re able to put aside for the sake of our family. 2. Postpartum was so real for me with both boys— and social media made it even worse. I actually fasted social media for almost 5 years. The added pressure from mega fashion influencers and unrealistic stylists sent me over the edge. 3. Wrinkles on my face will make me spiral more than anything else. They remind me of my mortality and how time is slipping away. Just know when the botox wears off, I’m not ok. I probably need to work on this. 4. I started a clothing line in 2021 that failed miserably. I made every mistake in the book— it even got in between my marriage. Not a day goes by that I don’t feel regret and confusion about this. Why did I do that? 5. Going for round 2 with this styling account and I’m honestly terrified. It’s excruciating to put yourself out there. I’ve filmed and deleted more videos than I’ve ever posted. 6. I have very few friends. It’s hard for me to find people with the same values and depth, but also the same commitment which is most important to me. I can’t do the one-way thing.. not anymore. I’m too tired. Trying to be more transparent on here.. choosing growth and honesty over perfection, letting go of my insecurities, and truly build this little community. Which has been so special to me thus far. Thank you for being here. 🫶🏼 #embarrassing #growth #inspiration
I’m 40 and I’m a bit embarrassed to admit: 1. I present as “put together,” but behind closed doors, I struggle with anxiety depressive disorder. Love my people more than anything, but I typically want to crawl into a hole and be alone with my disorder. It’s incredible what we’re able to put aside for the sake of our family. 2. Postpartum was so real for me with both boys— and social media made it even worse. I actually fasted social media for almost 5 years. The added pressure from mega fashion influencers and unrealistic stylists sent me over the edge. 3. Wrinkles on my face will make me spiral more than anything else. They remind me of my mortality and how time is slipping away. Just know when the botox wears off, I’m not ok. I probably need to work on this. 4. I started a clothing line in 2021 that failed miserably. I made every mistake in the book— it even got in between my marriage. Not a day goes by that I don’t feel regret and confusion about this. Why did I do that? 5. Going for round 2 with this styling account and I’m honestly terrified. It’s excruciating to put yourself out there. I’ve filmed and deleted more videos than I’ve ever posted. 6. I have very few friends. It’s hard for me to find people with the same values and depth, but also the same commitment which is most important to me. I can’t do the one-way thing.. not anymore. I’m too tired. Trying to be more transparent on here.. choosing growth and honesty over perfection, letting go of my insecurities, and truly build this little community. Which has been so special to me thus far. Thank you for being here. 🫶🏼 #embarrassing #growth #inspiration

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