@moes.trouble.maker: It is incredibly exhausting and lonely to feel like you are just a placeholder or a backup plan for people until "something better" comes along. This is the story of my life. I’ve always just been a placeholder. You would think I’d be used to it by now. But I’m not. And it hurts every time. I just wanna be somebody’s number one. I just want to feel wanted. #f#friendzonel#lonelyp#placeholdera#alonef#foreversingle