@realbit1st: i literally have fell out with everybody, but all ts happened around my birthday…so i think they ain’t wanna get me no gift? 😭😭😭 but to know me is to know idgaf about no gift. if you broke, you broke 💀🤷🏾‍♀️ i value quality time wtw 😭😭😭 i’m genuinely so sick from all of the weird stuff i have experienced this year! like i would go into details, but ion need nobody thinking i’m talking about them or some. bottom line, ion have nobody but my damn self! imma just keep investing in myself! i like to keep my maintenance up, i like to buy expensive makeup, and i love to tear up a retail store on payday. all these people who showed their true colors, their black ahh behinds to me was not worthy of the gifts i planned on getting them! i just started a big girl job (found out we get bounes at the end of the year), so i really was going to pour into all my loved ones 🥹 all my people! but all i have is ME!!! these last few months, nobody poured into me at all. sometimes, i genuinely be sad about ts, but i remember when covid came around i felt these same feelings. i decided that i would be alone, not have many friends, and not worry about being in a relationship. and i did just that! i didn’t have many people, but i had peace and happiness. all of the people i cut off then, i never see now. i rarely think of them as well. it was a blessing in disguise. but then, there was a life change and i let my guard down. i had a good little run, meeting new people and building friendships. but obviously, people didn’t turn out to be who i thought they were. so i think imma just do like i did around covid, but this time is different because imma have to cut off most my family too. deep down, ik i’ll be fine. cause even as a child, i was the happiest when i was alone. i don’t need any friends, i don’t need any family, and i damn sure don’t need a relationship. all i need is me! people bring too much unnecessary pain, so ik i will be happy all alone. i just wish i didn’t have to go through the process of feeling the pain of having to cut everyone off, feel lonely, etc. #lonelygirl #fyp #foryou #depressed #sadness

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