Beez :
as a chicana that moved and was raised in the south since 5, I always had questions about us Hispanics around this era. I always felt like a piece of History was missing for me. I remember watching this dr king kid cartoon movie and I remember that there was this elementary age Hispanic girl working as the janitor and that's as much as I knew about my ppl during that time. Its very healing to learn this. I've always related with not being liked for my skin with my friends, but also had a glimpse of what Caucasian culture was like, and I liked that. I liked how they talked, the fact that they seemed to have money, the way they were treated, the way they celebrated all the holidays so heavy. the black community felt like home. And home was a fun, free, loud, passionate, comfortable, crazy, cool, but also toxic. then I, many years later, learned that white folks also had toxic ways and I stopped putting them on a pedestal. I liked everyone around me, but I never saw me in anyone or thing around me. I never was around so many black white folks before I loved to the south. I was used to a Hispanic community with the occasional white people and only saw black folks on the tv. then I grow up in the south never getting to relate with the Hispanic community except for what my parents watched and listened to. it's absolutely fascinating and fulfilling to learn these things.
2026-11-01 03:23:22